We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

luggage​/​baggage (a collection of basement demos)

by Harrison Bonvissuto

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
I met love in a coffee shop got there early just to watch her walk I almost left before she saw me almost left her waiting one more time // I met love in a coffee shop her lips were full of coffee shop talk but her eyes said “I would like to know you” I almost tried to warn her “you’d be the first” // leave your fingerprints on the walls of my heart I feel your glance like its right where it belongs I want to see your smile last for centuries and I’ll catch your tears when they spill over sometimes I'll read your mind and other times you’ll be a mystery and I’ll say I would like to know you // I met love and she let me in and for a while I was hesitant it almost scared me off, the way she didn’t seem to mind me being fragile // I met love and my best friend now i get here early just to watch her walk in I can't believe I almost left her here cause now I'd sit and wait forever
2.
when you can’t begin to understand why the river rushing through your veins is sometimes fire, sometimes freezing rain you’d rather feel nothing you’ve tried and failed to form the words to explain how so much hurt could come from nowhere like a speeding train and so you keep it under wraps and its all in the way you close your eyes at night kiss the world goodbye but you're wide awake with your glassy eyes cause the noise inside don't sleep at night no the noise inside never sleeps its like standing in the middle of the sea with the waves knocking out your knees and the tide comes at you from six different directions it'll shake you up each time so you finally found a way to disrupt the noise inside your brain draw a river out from your veins and they’re gone, gone
3.
4.
I never meant to tie myself, to so many things before I'd flown. Call me restless but this is not, where I wanna be for the rest of my life. It's not the people I can't stand, but standing here while they're all moving. And I, need to move on, need to move on. No hard feelings, I'll always love you. I need to find out some things, on my own. On my own, on my own. I've decided it's not selfish, to wanna chase my dreams for a while. Hey I need to make a few mistakes, to see what I'm really made of. I'm so divided I can't define, which part of me is yours and which is mine. My nightmare is, regretting this... that I skipped a chapter in which. I start to align, with the stars in the skies... of my mistakes and my tries, coming to life. You showed me the truth, and for that I'll always love you... but I, need to make it my own, to find out that I'm still whole and though where I am is a part of me, it's only one in a tapestry of all the places I'll ever be, tied together with the love I know exists for me. Exists for me.
5.
It gets cold here in December but I'm driving with the windows down just to know, my hearts still beating out. Oh I wish everything was perfect, and you can call me selfish, but all my inhibitions just got shattered off the shelf when I went down. I hear hope is a funny thing, springs like a lion sinks it's teeth in, and even though it's got a hold on me I'm still full of doubts. and I wish I was... Bulletproof. Sometimes I wish that I could just shut out all the voices. Telling me I'm good for nothing, I know that I'm not insignificant. Well you'll have to forgive me I'm only being honest. If you're offended, well I am just a novice at being real. So I'm singing out just what I feel. that I wish I was... Bulletproof. I mentioned this a while back, maybe you'll remember. A lion caught me in it's jaws only last December, and this hope still hasn't let me go. No, no, no, no. Hope will never let me go. Let me go.
6.
remember the late nights the stars in our bright eyes when everything was still alright and nothing was wearing thin remember the long days lost in the summer haze when time was our plaything and all we needed were our daydreams i’ve been bouncing off the walls trying to get out of my little shoe box world cluttered with my doubts about whether i’ll ever see the sky turn a shade of blue so beautiful, i’ll never want to close my eyes again so i’ll taste the bitter and the sweet like a sticky candy, i cling to things i need to lose that aren’t not enough to get me through but lately i taste bitter more than sweet because right in front of me are all the bags i need to pack and leave behind for me it’s not so easy to leave the people that made me but everyone expects me to grow up and just feel fine take note, you won’t change me whole is still what i’m trying to be sometimes it’s so hard to leave my familiar suitcase behind by the side of the road fully packed with all that i know has kept me safe and warm for years but now it’s time to face my fears of going out alone, and knowing no one knows a single thing about me, if they even care at all but its ok, the bitter won’t be this strong every day
7.
8.
If you had a microscope, would you really use it? would you want to see, whats underneath If you had a telephone, would you ever call? Would you want to hear, how I’m crumbling I’d like to suggest That you and I are losing sleep Over all the wrong things, over all the wrong things I think it might be best To find some clarity We’re always over thinking, always over thinking And I want you to know If you pulled back my skin, to show I want you to know You are all I need, to keep on breathing If you gave me a map, I doubt I’d use it I’d like to find my own way, to a better place If I had a book, to tell me what to say I think that I’d still slip up, and say all the wrong things I’d like to suggest That you and I are losing sleep Over all the wrong things, over all the wrong things I think I’ll give it a rest Try and see more clearly I’m always over thinking, I’m always over thinking And I want you to know If you pulled back my skin to show you’d see that I want you to know You are all I need, to keep breathing

about

A collection of old recordings, early demos, and alternative arrangements from over the years. I'm releasing this to build up anticipation for my upcoming EP release (see: www.kickstarter.com/projects/235098628/harrison-bonvissuto-solo-ep) and to give you guys a chance to hear some of my older recordings.

credits

released June 18, 2015

all lyrics written by Harrison Bonvissuto

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Harrison Bonvissuto Baltimore, Maryland

Coffee addict, music nerd, writer, daydreamer, poet, songwriter, artist, lover, amused by the dark and twisted...constantly looking for humor and spark in the little things.

contact / help

Contact Harrison Bonvissuto

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Harrison Bonvissuto, you may also like: